Oh Lord, there is a sadness deep within my heart,
The pain of being broken, my world falling apart.
I feel the throb of loneliness the sting of isolation.
My soul is torn asunder and left in desolation.
Fear and questions both assail me, could it have gone a different way?
Could I have spoken different words, to make today a different day?
My heart not only hurts for me but also for another.
The one I spoke the words of death to, why, did I have to hurt her?
My selfish sinful pride hath reared its ugly head.
I could not hold my tongue, and so my hopes are dead.
Should I curse the fates, if they exist at all?
Blame the God in heaven, or Adam for his fall?
But here I stand, all alone,
with blame on none but me.
To ask the King who reigns on high, and her, to forgive me.
This is amazing Thomas. You have such a God given talent for this! You can really see the passion in it!
I’m praying for you. I’m not sure why, but God has placed you on my heart and maybe only he knows why.
In HIS Grace
Brianna
Thomas,
I hope you also tell her you’re sorry in person. The psalm is incredibly lovely, but your face is even more lovely than the psalm when there’s an “I’m sorry” on your lips. But knowing you, I’m sure you already have. Keep on writing these, you do have a talent for taking us there with you.
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Thomas,
Such talent and deep feelings. Still praying for you. We had pretty good prayer tonight about this. God is faithful, and He will see you through this.